there's a million things i wanna share.
there's a million things i need to express
there's a million things i wanna let go.

but there's a few things that's holding me back.
fear, uncertainty, low self esteem. 



i think i won't fall into the evil trap of love ever.
maybe till i come up with a plan to counter what i feel in me.
till then...

i will only allow myself to love.
than to believe someone out there loves me.
because if i let that happen to me.
that same someone also has the power to take his love away from me.


and i've let that happened to me twice.
i can't take a third blow.
i can't. 


or can i?