The Bottom Line
Friends add so much to your life. Remember, they should never be taken for granted.
In Detail
Gather up the precious things in your life and hold on tight! No one is threatening you, but less than stellar conditions could arise if you're not fully aware of the value of what you have. Friends, family and a romantic partner add so much to your life -- realize that nothing can be taken for granted. Career-wise, you would be wise to prepare a back up plan or alternative goal. Don't be shy about reminding the higher ups that you have more to offer than they are utilizing.
Reading my Horoscope, just gives me an excuse to blog about people in my life.
I really really love all my friends alot. I think i'll be living in a secluded life if not for them.
I have friends who can fit into the geeky part of me, the crazy part of me, the gentle part of me, the wild part of me, the manly part of me, the egoistical part of me, the unglam part of me, the whiny part of me, the ignorant part of me, the temperamental part of me, and the demanding/lastmintue me. And especially, I have friends who know what type of simple things can make me happy.
Every aspect, I have friends who accept me and love me just the way I am. And likewise, I love them the way they are.
Even if they were to become a whole different person one day, I will stick by them and support them, but also correct them where neccessary.
I have a family who actually cares, and always forgives me. Likewise, i care for them and forgive them when they've wronged me. Although it's hard to get their understanding, but i know I always have them there for support. And I wil always, always be there for them. I don't show, but i really think about my family everyday. And I really love them. My father, mother, eldest brother, 2nd brother. My godpa, godma, cousin brother, cousin sister. And my ah mah. I love them all.
Lastly, to the first love, perhaps things havent been running smoothly. Or things arent meant to be, but i'll still be there to care, love and protect you.
Not as an obligation, but rather giving you "special treatment" and making an exception for you.
If non of this whole BIG thing had happened, I wouldnt be as giving, loving, forgiving, patient, responsible as i am today. So I owe it to you, for being part of my "growing up" stage. But then again, i can't blame you for what my heart does when I'm thinking about you, sms-ing you, talking to you, seeing you can I?
I can't blame you that my heart hurts and beats so fast, and me feeling like anytime i might just collapse. Because that's what my heart does. And as strong as my mind get I can only try my best to think clearly in times whereby I feel disappointed by your actions/words towards me. And my mind can only teach me to hold myself back and maintain my composure when I feel like I'm losing myself. And because of you, who make me feel this way aboout you, I learnt so much about a giving love. And how to forgive and being patient. And of course learning to appreciate all my friends who've been there for me. So I thank you for helping me learn so much.
I promise, I'll only love you until the day my heart has no more love to give, and till then, that's when indifferent comes in. That's when i wont feel hurt, anger, sadness, happiness about you. because that's when I don't even bother and wont even bother about you, your life or the people around you.
But for now, fat hope!!!
I'll just be the irritating pest and care for you. HAHA.
Nonetheless, congrats on getting the Best Trainee of your C3 WSO (weapons), and I hope you get SOH and hopefully SOM. (If anybody can help me to help him, do offer! thanks.)
God bless you love.
To the people who think that I'm wasting my time on him, that it's not worth it. Please let me assure you, I'm very happy doing this. Perhaps its the only thing that's making the MAG in me soooooo very MAG. And no I'm nto saying these to make it seem like WOW, I'm sucha great "lover". But rather, I wanna show to people that, it's ok to do things and not expect anything in return. It's ok to be selfless and hurt yourself. But you just gotta learn how to pick yourself up. And even if at the end of it there's not returns. At least there's a sense of self satisfaction that, hey! You did your best.
:))
I love my Family, Him, my Friends.
Most importantly, I love my God, for giving me the strength, peace, comfort and creating the Bible.
because it's through those words, I learnt alot.
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